Kamis, 01 Desember 2016

Moon Over My Obscure Little Town




Stranger
Strenger
Someone stranger
Standing in a mirror
I cant believe what I see
How much love has been taken away from me
                My heart cries out lout
                Everytime I feel lonely in the crowd
                Getting you out of my mind
                Like separating the wind from the cloud
Afraid
Afraid
I am so afraid
Of losing someone i never have
Crazy crazy
Finding reasons for my jealousy
                All i can remember
                When u left me alone
                Under the moon over my obscure little toown
                Love has turned to be as cold as Desember
The moon over my obscure litte town
The moon over my obscure litte town

Selasa, 19 Juli 2016

At Your Side

This morning I woke up. Very lazy to go to work. Rain has happened since a few days ago. Take my white phone. Checking sms or email from someone who always I wait.  But there is no news from someone I wait. Where are you, what are you doing......
I've spent my time thinking about you. Every morning wants to see you. Or at least simple word to say "good morning" as usual.

15 minutes I just looked at my smartphone. 
And SMS tone ringing.....
A series of not familiar numbers appear on the smartphone screen.
+62838880007xx
Cinta m in ur city

Oh my God....
This number.... +6283..... Is it she?
What can i do?

Me
Is it you, Yuna?

Only 2minutes i get her answer
"Who else?"

I am confused. How can? How can she? How ....
Ah, I forgot. She could always do crazy things. She is myshe.

As usual, need time for me to answer her.
"Where are u now?"

"5cm from ur face. Make it real"

Look.... She always say silly thing. Yes she is my she.
I have to go. Now.
It did not take long for me to prepare my self. Facing all possibilities craziest she would do.

5minutes with my favorite bike, and i can see her. Using red dress. My favorite color for her. O my God. She is really a vampire.
even after 5 years of not seeing her, I can recognize her. She has not changed.

"What r u doin Yuna?"
"What do u think? Looking for Akshay Kumar?"
"Silly"
"Stupid"
"Where you want to go?"
"McD"
"I said there is not McD here, before."
"Hehehe i forget"

Oh my Yuna. You are same. I want hug you right now. Do you know how i miss you Yuna.

"Where are you stay?"
"NTS Palace"
"Good"
"I want to see the peacock. You promised."
And of course I could not say no to her. Somehow, her eyes, looks very happy. What reason for happy as that?
Does she still keep all missed it. Where were you, my angel? Why are we so formal. I miss your laugh your silly and everything you were.
How stupid I am. I should start. I want to hug you. Touching your little baby face. Why am I afraid. Is it  because of guilt? Yes you right. It is only of my guilt.

I'm taking you to my place. On the Edge of the river had dried up. Maybe there will not be the peacock. Those shining eyes , looking find where there is a peacock. Silly, I dont know what thing in your head. You always believe everything i said.
I was not going to lie to you. But that does not mean you have to believe all me.
Minute by minute, hour has changed. You who prefer hot weather than the rain, still waiting. Cheeks flushed. I will not get bored with your face. Oh myshe.....
I know, you're afraid of getting fat. But your Mama had managed to make you fatter. It is better for you Yuna.
The sun has begun in the West. I want to take you eat on the roadside. But I'm afraid you do not like. Here is different with there.
We can eat at your place, I think.

"You used to never eat here. With your cousin."
"You remember it Yuna?"
"Everything, that why i stay here."

Oh myshe. What can i do on you.
You really make me crazy. You said you will back tomorrow. How your plan about Agra? I want take you there. I want you safe.
Why it becomes more difficult. I could not control my feelings. Why have you come so suddenly. Stop toying with my feelings. I'm not as strong as you think.
Oh myshe.....
You've success to make my head spin.

I hope you know, I want to say I miss you so much. I want to having you.  
This special place is always there for you. But, I can not. I'm too scared. I just tied promise you that I will never deny. You forced me to be a good person. And best.
Why did you make me promise?
 I could only think of your eyes. You are so jealous, you're very obsessive, you always believe me. 
I want to know what's in your head

"Hendra,what good Theatre here?"
"Want to watch?"
"Ya"
"You know, in my laptop so many movie there."
"Really?"
"How about Twilight?"
"Okey"
You're really a vampire. Even you watch vampire. Allow me hold your hand when Edward swear to Bella. Let me hug you when Edward and Bella spend time together. Watch your favorite movies. Let me look at your face. I will not be bored

I beg you, dont you stole again the rest of my heart. Only you do not know how weak of my soul.
I also want you more than you want me. I love you more than you love me. 
Oh my Yuna. You are my angel. Never leave my heart. Stay happy even without me. But trust me, you're always special in my life.

Senin, 01 Februari 2016

Mannequin's Story : Allow Me To Fall In Love - Part 3


Part 3. SERIOUSLY, TAKE ALL THE CLOTHES!
The first impression really get me drunk ....
Imperfect makes me crazy ....


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Crazy! This is the craziest thing that ever happened in my life. Something that I dreamed of, but not expecting, it could happen as quickly as this in reality.
Yes, I even still guess the name of this feeling, I experienced today. Why I could have sat on this sofa in conditions without a single yarn in my body? Where my dress?
Suddenly the alarm sounded in my head like. I feel aware of a pair of eyes looking at me intensely today.
I did not dare look at him standing in front of me. My body was stiff can not escape. My eyes just stop at hands folded on his chest.
"Why, this mannequin can be here, sir?" Lily asked confused when entering the boutique.
"I also wonder," said Rendra
"You are move it, sir?"

 Renda shook his head. "I discovered this mannequin in a state of lying face down on the carpet this morning. Then I put on a sofa."
"Well, so and so ... well, I'm ashamed to say it," Lily nervously.
Renda divert the eyes, to the employees. "What is it? Tell me."
"Sorry sir, I should probably mannequin, I take it first to the dressing room and then I put the dress to another. I'll put it back here." Lily's face flushed when she said.
 

"Oh, please," said Renda, "Just put in the display case."
"Good, ." Lily walked toward the locker near the counter.
Renda back divert the gaze searchingly at me and came over. As he bent his back, until our eyes in parallel, he said, "Your eyes reminded me of someone."
"Who?" I asked. Of course Renda can not hear my voice, because I intangible a mannequin.
Lily coughing sound, startling us both and make Renda stood up, straightened his back.
"Sorry, sir, I will take manikins now."
 

"Yes. Do not forget to replace the accessories bag and shoes." Renda left.
 
After Lily finished pairing clothes one by one, she lifted me up and put me back to the window.
Before passed, Lily touched my left cheek, with the tip of her index finger. "You are so beautiful, mannequin, until the boss fall in love with you."
Love? Whether it's a feeling that exceeds longing as I feel right now? If love can be present from the eye to the heart, probably since the first time I saw Renda, I've fallen in love with him.
Love. How wonderful that term. I like.
 

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O God, mannequin that actually makes the heart beat faster. There was something in her eyes. As if the statue was want to say something to him. One more unique. The mannequin has a the small size.
Strange! Since when he was curious like this? Why do something related to the mannequin makes it like this? Curiosity makes him become unpalatable
 

Ah, if this continues, after a long time he could be mad himself. He had to calm down. By reading, perhaps? Geez, this is still too early to wrestle with books. Was he crazy? Renda drove the car quickly to bookstores in the area south of the city.
A glasses woman with a gypsy-style clothes turn the computer on her desk that are connected to a WiFi network. A pop icon flashes inbox directly on the far right of the monitor screen. There incoming mail.
Soon the woman's fingers immediately check her email. Thin lips smiling while reading the file. Demand from Rendra to show the progress of a new writings, it is a little difficult to do. Preparation of the sentence by sentence always ends up deadlocked in her mind to this day, when Renda want to increase the number of books sold. Dhita still not satisfied with her work. She does not want to make Rendra upset.

"The thought was bad," said Dhita and sat down on a bar stool in a corner of the kitchen.
Renda smiling. He take cup from the kitchen cupboard and poured coffee into it from the pot on the table and sat down next to Dhita.
"Did you come here directly at full speed after sending an email?" Dhita asked.
Renda laugh. He added a spoonful of sugar and stir the contents of the cup. "Because you do not reply to me."
"Do not push me. No need to bother waiting."
"I do not want to lose."
"You're a businessman." Dhita grumbling.
"You're a writer," said Renda.

"Why would I want to cooperate with the most selfish man and enforcer like you?" Dhita complain and disbelief.
Renda gave him a smile. "You're not the only one who questioned it to me."
"Thank God. It means a lot of people who agree with my opinion."
Renda sipped his coffee slowly. "Your writings have a magnetic attraction in itself. It helps boost sales at the bookstore."
"Why not make any publishing business?"
"I'll think."

"Where is the creamer?" Dhita pointed to a shelf near the stove. Renda stepped into the rack, carrying cups.
"So what?" asked Dhita
"What's what?" Renda asked confused.
"What reasons pushed you here in the morning? Do not tell just by chance." Dhita squinting.
He just smiled.
"The smile you might dazzle dozens of women out there but it does not work to me, Dra."
"I know. It's hard to lure you." Renda rolled hisr eyes at Dhita
"Maybe because I'm eccentric." Dhita turned toward her room.
"So, when finished?" intercepted Renda
"Until the loss of all hair on my head!" Dhita shouted from behind the bedroom door.
 

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Look at he! How handsome. How strong. Goes with the style coolest I've seen.
Out of the garage boutiques, Renda plays car keys his forefinger while humming. From full lips, the color of his voice heavy and low it sounded sexy in my ears. Does his heart being happy?
Again he being ignored when passed in front of me. Arriving at the front door, he paused to check his pockets, take cell phone ringing.
Renda's face turned very cheerful welcome voice from across the phone. Answered with a short and necessary but still warm and friendly tone. What a his close friend?
 
 
 

After turning off the phone, Renda entered slowly. He paused near thinking about something.
to boutiques and closed our door, the mannequin. As......
Come on, look back here, Renda, I miss you.
Renda twisting step towards his office, without glancing at the display case at all. Oh, please! For anything in this boutique, is not there anything that can be used to attract attention to me? Do not you remember her at all with moment-face to each other yesterday?
 

Rabu, 20 Januari 2016

Mannequin's Story : Allow Me To Fall In Love - Part 2



PART 2. TURN OFF THE CLOCK!

Let the sun shine
Let the moonlight dims
The impossible dream come true
Our love will together ....

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Perfect. There is no other word that fits besides this word to describe what they do in bed. Favorite sport that they never miss one bit in each of their meetings who did not know the time.
Renda meet Cantika. Cantika complement Renda. One and the other, complete each other until dawn light, peered the curtains at the window beside the bed.
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I wanted to stop time in this world. I will not count the days, moreover hours, minutes and seconds since it will make me dizzy. Yes, dizziness which makes around me was spinning due to eventually stand in the window.
I wish the clock stop spinning when the mannequin body can move, I leave this display window as fast as lightning and ran as far as possible. No need for long up and unfettered by the current time should be a statue. Doing everything had long dreamed of. Be human.
Yes, if only.
If only.
"Seriously you are directing style-mannequins mannequin here?"
This is the first time I heard the voice of a woman who is less familiar in the ears.
Renda smiled crookedly. "You're my cousin. Think for yourself the answer."...

"It's impossible to do this all the Renda," Fiona said sarcastically.
"Oh, why did I not offended you?" Renda said as he chuckled.
"The first thing we have to do is replace all the old mannequin with the newest mannequin. The black colored shiny without the head, with a variety of styles that have been configured at the factory." Fiona explained her plan.
 

Wait a minute! We all want to be disposed of, right? Manekin- replaced with a more sinister?
"You do not need to worry about the fate of your mannequin's. We have to offer back to the manufacturer as used goods."
And parted with Renda?
 

"As long as it's profitable business, you just set."
How stupid I am. Why should sad? He did not even notice I'm there.
"I'm sorry to interrupt, sir, if allowed, I would like to ask that the mannequin," said Doni, pointing at me.
Renda raised his eyebrows. "You make me so increasingly curious, Don. How beautiful mannequin does it as to you want to take home?"

"Hehehe ....." Doni smiled, embarrassed. "Loss sir, if returned."
Fiona has been running ahead toward the window. Looked at carefully and whistling.
"It turns out you have a mannequin that is extraordinary beautiful. Why not say, Dra?"
"Mr. Renda always entrust to us about setting the dresses will be applied to the mannequin in the boutique, Mom. So naturally if sir Renda does not memorize the shape and likeness mannequin one by one." Rika joined chimed.
"Why should I care?" Renda rolled his eyes.
Fiona glanced at his cousin upset and pulled a hand Renda to approach the display window where I stood. Then it happened that I was waiting for this time.
Renda saw me!
 
 
Yes, we looked at each other. Very close. When my heart beating harder. I'm so ashamed of Renda
He absolutely stunned. Widened his eyes brown light under thick black eyebrows. Looking at me up and down with his face in disbelief.
"It's ... oh God, beautiful!"
Although the hoarse and slow, voice Renda, still sounded sexy in my ears. I really enjoy this moment because I'm not authorized to glance in another direction. I enjoy just the shock. I enjoy him were surprised, with rumbling feeling in the chest.
Help! Someone! Turn off the clock! I want time to stop at this time. Face to face. By Renda just standing next to me looking at me.
"Green," said Renda again in a low voice.
"Or, Rendra?" asked Fiona. "I did not hear."
"Her eyes are green," repeated Renda. He brought him again until our faces stay within a few inches.
"Mmm-hmm, a rare thing, is not it?" Fiona agreed.
"Her skin was very pale." Renda down my arm with his finger. Slowly and carefully as if afraid that if I broke. "As the marble."
 
 

"Her hair was smooth," said Renda while rubbing brown hair flowing down her back. "Oh my God, this is the first time I saw a mannequin that is capable of making me open-mouthed.""She does not like mannequins in general. There is no connection in every part of her body. Everything is unity. How do you pair the shirt to display?" Fiona asked, surprised."As the pair on the human body, ma'am," said Doni. "It took a little longer than usual mannequin.""I like never seen before. But where?" Renda whispered.Fiona chuckled softly. "One of your admirers, maybe.""Yes, yes, tell me please."Walk towards the sofa in one corner of the room near the window, Fiona issued papers design image of the bag and spread them on the table. After taking a comfortable sitting position, Fiona open laptop on his lap."Hey, you want to when you were fascinated so, Dra?" Fiona scolds see Renda. "I want to show some of my designs are ready."For the umpteenth time, Renda looked at me again. "Beautiful," he muttered to himself. 
"Thank you, Renda cheer my heart. I regretted that my body can not move at the moment. At the moment I want. Because if I can, I will jump into his arms as an expression of delight for the compliment.
"Don, I'm sorry, I changed my mind," said Renda suddenly.
"About what, sir?"
Renda show off, captivating smile in front of me. "Mannequin, is still here."
He smiled! Renda I like to smile at me.
I tried to calm my heart beating ticking abysmally. What's wrong with my heart? It feels more powerful than misses.
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Sample dresses worn alternately beautiful to me. The funny thing is, all of it done in the dressing room. The men were not involved. Doni replace Rica behind the cash register. Renda just waiting on the couch. His job is only to provide an assessment.
There is a new feeling I can not describe. Exceeding the thrill of treated sweet. Really treated like a human. The feeling of what it's called?
I've heard the man call it; flattered;. Is this what you meant about ..........?
 
 

Does not matter to me any term. Renda had seen. Renda had realized I was there. That's what happened. That's what I remember.
"What do you think, Dra?" asked Fiona. Rika and Lily carried me to sit close to Renda. They tidy up the thin rope that hangs on my shoulder. Silver ribbon encircling the waist more slender form an impression of a long black dress mermaid style. Glittering beads fill the entire fabric was wear this.
Renda looked straight at me. Not. Precisely to my eyes. He did not notice the dresses who had been described by Fiona. I know.
Renda looked at me.
Long.
There was no sound whatsoever.
He's still looking.
Unblinking.
"DRAAAAAAAA !!" Fiona cried upset.
"Yes, Fin?" Renda asked back. His face was a little upset because his view was disturbed by shouts Fiona.
"You do this. As always. Always missed a valuable thing."
"So what?"
"Listen to me first. I'm sure you will not regret it."
"Well, I'll bet it's going to trust you."Fiona ignored satire Renda. "Once this is done, please stunned stunned again throughout the evening. Relax, mannequins it would not run anywhere. Your own fault, has been ignored for display."Renda got up from the couch. "Whatever."Collected papers scattered on the table in a single folder. Laptop forcibly closed. All delivered into the hands of Fiona still standing."Do not waste any more time. I'm waiting for production," said Renda, waving his hand, gently expel Fiona. Renda and walk towards the stairs."Where are you going?""I'd rather do other things than to linger near the mannequin. Can I as a mannequin's crazy."I want to participate. Can?"You're here alone, mannequin. Do not go anywhere." Lily menyeletuk."Let's take a break!" invite Rica."You go ahead. I still had to fix the plastic sacks and change clothes mannequin," said Doni."Okay. Bye, Don!" Lily and Rika waved simultaneously.

From behind the blinding sunlight penetrating the window, Doni slowly stroked my hair with a thin smile. Smile judging layman, will be seen as a friendly smile and gentle, but judging by the people who have sensitive instincts, can be called a dangerous smile.
"Now is a good time to get you, O beautiful mannequin. I can not wait to just enjoy the beauty from afar."
I shudder got such a look of Doni. There is a strange taste caused by his gaze. Uncomfortable. Horror.
 
 
 
"Hey, hey, Don! Why stand alone in there? Do not daydream it. Immediately move it to its place mannequin," Renda command ..
Phew, thank goodness!
Doni attention divided. The man clenched his hands at his sides. His eyes staring at the carpet underneath.
A pat on the shoulder Doni made towards Renda looked shocked. "What are you thinking? Better to join together Lily and Rika while there's still hours of rest.."
Doni nodded slowly and walked out the boutique after placing me back to the window.
Whether this can be called a coincidence, or there is the element of intent, which obviously is very pleasant. Together in the same room ketikaRendra already aware of my existence. I should be quite happy like this only. I want to move. Unfortunately my body could not bond with my will.
Today Renda looks cool though only wearing a white polo shirt. Loose knee-length jeans, wore more casual impression shows himself.
Is Renda plans do not go anywhere these days? That is, I was with him all day. Ulala!
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Boutique room was dark because a few hours ago has been closed.
I awake in the night wore on, still enjoying the remnants of a sense that rumbled in the chest. Renda's face, his smile, his eyes are brown, and his voice is sexy.
The shadows of the memories that kept popping up in my mind. Make me smile himself, and managed to make me move, out of the body mannequin.
Renda handsome. What was in his mind when he saw that afternoon huh? What is said by him when he smiled at me?
What is the name of this feeling? Pleasant taste, at once disturbing calmness, came and went made me open my eyes and awake all night.
Oh, how his eyes could make me freeze. I miss the sparkle in the eyes brown. I really miss.
No! It is more powerful than misses. So overflowed until I was unconscious. Trapped into the burning desire, and thrilling.

Warm.
Something soft and fragrant membelitnya so strong. As far as Renda remember, he did not bring down a blanket from his room. His body was stiff, like there was something that held him to move.
Renda move his legs to get rid of the blanket away. Indistinct murmur is heard making Renda opened his eyes slowly. A female voice. Renda blinked again and saw the source of the voice.
Next, Renda realizes who, not what, which has embraced him so tightly. Even without the aid of moonlight that managed to illuminate a dark room the store, he was still able to get to know who was responsible.
 
Renda wait hours circling while hoping the needle can be stopped at this instant, when himself and Cantika being embraced.