Our world are different

You're always in my heart, cant be approach, our world are different

Love is blind and can also be blinding
hurt and it was hard to forget
I love you just the expression
means any expression that is rarely spoken

It's also a love story of the poet , but not arjuna and sita
not cinta and rangga
Or poetic proposal, with a  beautiful

You're always in my heart, cant approach
there is always an evil eye watching
But do not worry it is not possible miss
by dizziness see your face in every corner

A smile on your page story
Our struggle is the same sorrow I feel for you
I gave it to the One
For me know
Our world are differnt

You're always in my heart, cant approach, Our world are different

Like at night dreaming
Love in times of day across
True love never changes no later
although separated swimmable ocean turbulence

And sometimes drift like figs
shame often met but rarely speak out
Why love if ultimately surrender
Because when covers unspeakable beauty

Saved passionate nobody understands
Hopes to end awaited
Keep hold of the promise of the queen of hearts
With God's permission, right along at the exact

Patience tested wait
Prayed in prostration prayer mats mourned
I gave it to the One
Two world because I know we are different

You're always in my heart, cant approach  ,Our world are differnt

Endless struggle of our art
Do not stay stone named not-trafficked

Stabbing challenge, you never brood
Keep smiling despite the sadness masked
Your appearance is not so size
Or voice is so speech
I do not want a relationship but honesty
Your gift of a word of thanks

But if the eye does not spread the word
but also about what
Sweet beautiful your face again
As surely as the sun smiles every morning east

Reality formidable
But the end must start with beautiful fantasy
I think want, between two worlds
Let my imagination fly

Indonesian Woman

Happy Kartini day for Indonesian woman.
Kartini not fought for women be higher than men. Kartini fought for equality. Being an educated woman, intelligent and independent. But do not forget the nature of women. Indonesian woman who prioritizes modesty, humility, flexible, yet still have principles. 

Indonesian women, Happy Kartini day.
For women, success is not just when we sit in the director's position, using the Prada, Gucci or simply Elizabeth. Success is not only when we use neat blazer with high heels. Success is not only measured by when we are fluent in foreign languages. Or when we glamor in front of the camera. 
We also have other obligations.....
As daughter, we should be subject and obedient to our parents. As a wife, a woman should make happy her husband, and as a mother, a woman should be able to raise, educate and direct their children.
Not an easy thing. But not difficult if we tried. Indonesian women, we are kartini in this era. We have our way to becoming kartini. Because we are Indonesian women.

To The Person Who Is Being Broken Heart

To someone who are broken heart,

Allow yourself to grieve. Many people have a strange view of sad. As if grief is taboo. As if you should be laughing, having bad things happen. But not. Like rain on the edge of twilight, you should let it mellow there. Each death need lament. Similarly, love, who has died. Then do what people broken heart, do. Cry until you can not hear yourself, eat chocolate just as much, bath with hot water, until the nails, pale. Go to the cafe with a swollen eye. Order a glass of sweet iced tea, because coffee is too bitter in that situation. Let yourself grieve, cry as if it was the last time you were let down by someone. Cry if you forgot how to hope.

To someone who are broken heart,

When you get tired of sad, this is the time for you, raised yourself again. Starting from easy. You can start taking guitar, then take a cheerful major scale. Take the piano, and play a beautiful sonnet. Or if you can not play the music, you can look at yourself in the mirror. Then humming. Then between the tones, whispering 

"I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY" to yourself.

To someone who are broken heart,

There is always a friend who accompanied. Go meet your friends, laugh until forget about time. Ask your other friends news, tell your success on what you like. And if possible, hang out until you were expelled because of the cafe will be closed. 

Indeed, the memory of those who make a broken heart is hard to forget. Place that you both go will not be the same. But just believe, all will pass. Just like anything else in the world. Bad things were about to leave. Rain will be replaced with the blue sky. Dark light will be replaced. And the wound will be replaced with a thin smile on your lips.

To someone who are broken heart,

be patient. Because there is little light in every dark. Because in every pain, there is a lesson. Because you deserve to be happy again.

note:thx kak Raditya Dika

Sun n Moon

That dream was very scary ...
want to cry,
Very painful when it happens. Knowing our loved ones pain, but we are not allowed to look. More painful than seeing him standing with another woman. As there is a gaping hole in the heart. More painful than when we are sick.
I would be happy to see you  with another woman, laughing with your children in the park, a walk with a pet, rather than see you sick. I am scared. I do not want  like that.
I wish we were met with a good situation. Smiled at each other, and talk about fun things.
I'm afraid if my dream come true.
I do not know what to do if it happens. Very scary.
I definitely just like a mad, looking at the wall, do not know what I'm talking about.
maybe I'll need another psychologist or psychiatrist. It may be difficult to restore my mind to reality. I do not want. I just wanted to see you smile, not like in my dream.
Dreams are only a few hours, it makes me scared all day.

I do not want any bad news from you. I just wish all the happiness is always with you, wherever you are. I will share the happiness.
As long as we are under the same sky, I'm sure we will feel the same. 
Miss you in silence, like the moon would like to see the sun.
Love you in silence, as the sun shares rays on moon. Support you in silence, like the moon deflect sunlight.

They were wonderful

What If

What if you were Guntur, if I was Pao, perhaps as this is us.
But they are not us, we had to choose, not just imagined.
We do not blame each other, we each repair. Because we want to be better .....

SAND

Inverted bottle filled with sand of time. Counting down our togetherness. I do not want to remember, but I was not able to forget it. In every second count. When we are together so quickly. Though I still want to be with. How about me, without you. or how you, without me.
Not about love only, but also, when we are joking, laughing at our stupidity. Our fears. Our dreams.
Sand it until half. Getting closer to the base.
Getting closer to that day.
You're not my life. You're not my life. You're not my soul. But without you, there would be no rainbow in the sky. Without me, your sky will be dark like without star.
Not only I need you. but you also need me.
We complete. Although we are not interdependent.
It's getting a little sand. Who knows what will happen. Getting close to parting away.
Do not look at back. In front was a lot of hope. Do not glance aside. In front of a lot of dreams. We will meet again. In a beautiful garden. Many butterflies in my favorite yellow flowers. There is a rainbow that decorate our paradise. There is a peacock that should you chase.
And we will say how stupid we are....

DISAPPOINTED

Little time you have
Give  for me
Please immediately came to me
Once this I beg you
I want to say something
make time ...

Empty upset and anger
A total of my mind

Hearts unrequited
By your love ...

I wanted to be angry, to vent, but I'm just alone here
I want to show to anyone who is
That my heart was disappointed ...

Wait a second here, like all day
Many times I saw watches
For the sake of killing time
I saw no sign of your presence

Increasingly make me sure
THAT YOU NOT COME