Senin, 20 April 2015

Indonesian Woman

Happy Kartini day for Indonesian woman.
Kartini not fought for women be higher than men. Kartini fought for equality. Being an educated woman, intelligent and independent. But do not forget the nature of women. Indonesian woman who prioritizes modesty, humility, flexible, yet still have principles. 

Indonesian women, Happy Kartini day.
For women, success is not just when we sit in the director's position, using the Prada, Gucci or simply Elizabeth. Success is not only when we use neat blazer with high heels. Success is not only measured by when we are fluent in foreign languages. Or when we glamor in front of the camera. 
We also have other obligations.....
As daughter, we should be subject and obedient to our parents. As a wife, a woman should make happy her husband, and as a mother, a woman should be able to raise, educate and direct their children.
Not an easy thing. But not difficult if we tried. Indonesian women, we are kartini in this era. We have our way to becoming kartini. Because we are Indonesian women.

Senin, 13 April 2015

To The Person Who Is Being Broken Heart



To someone who are broken heart,
Allow yourself to grieve. Many people have a strange view of sad. As if grief is taboo. As if you should be laughing, having bad things happen. But not. Like rain on the edge of twilight, you should let it mellow there. Each death need lament. Similarly, love, who has died. Then do what people broken heart, do. Cry until you can not hear yourself, eat chocolate just as much, bath with hot water, until the nails, pale. Go to the cafe with a swollen eye. Order a glass of sweet iced tea, because coffee is too bitter in that situation. Let yourself grieve, cry as if it was the last time you were let down by someone. Cry if you forgot how to hope.

To someone who are broken heart,
When you get tired of sad, this is the time for you, raised yourself again. Starting from easy. You can start taking guitar, then take a cheerful major scale. Take the piano, and play a beautiful sonnet. Or if you can not play the music, you can look at yourself in the mirror. Then humming. Then between the tones, whispering 
"I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY" to yourself.

To someone who are broken heart,
There is always a friend who accompanied. Go meet your friends, laugh until forget about time. Ask your other friends news, tell your success on what you like. And if possible, hang out until you were expelled because of the cafe will be closed. 
Indeed, the memory of those who make a broken heart is hard to forget. Place that you both go will not be the same. But just believe, all will pass. Just like anything else in the world. Bad things were about to leave. Rain will be replaced with the blue sky. Dark light will be replaced. And the wound will be replaced with a thin smile on your lips.
To someone who are broken heart,
be patient. Because there is little light in every dark. Because in every pain, there is a lesson. Because you deserve to be happy again.

note:thx kak Raditya Dika

Sun n Moon

That dream was very scary ...
want to cry,
Very painful when it happens. Knowing our loved ones pain, but we are not allowed to look. More painful than seeing him standing with another woman. As there is a gaping hole in the heart. More painful than when we are sick.
I would be happy to see you  with another woman, laughing with your children in the park, a walk with a pet, rather than see you sick. I am scared. I do not want  like that.
I wish we were met with a good situation. Smiled at each other, and talk about fun things.
I'm afraid if my dream come true.
I do not know what to do if it happens. Very scary.
I definitely just like a mad, looking at the wall, do not know what I'm talking about.
maybe I'll need another psychologist or psychiatrist. It may be difficult to restore my mind to reality. I do not want. I just wanted to see you smile, not like in my dream.
Dreams are only a few hours, it makes me scared all day.

I do not want any bad news from you. I just wish all the happiness is always with you, wherever you are. I will share the happiness.
As long as we are under the same sky, I'm sure we will feel the same. 
Miss you in silence, like the moon would like to see the sun.
Love you in silence, as the sun shares rays on moon. Support you in silence, like the moon deflect sunlight.

They were wonderful

Kamis, 09 April 2015

What If


What if you were Guntur, if I was Pao, perhaps as this is us.
But they are not us, we had to choose, not just imagined.
We do not blame each other, we each repair. Because we want to be better .....

SAND

Inverted bottle filled with sand of time. Counting down our togetherness. I do not want to remember, but I was not able to forget it. In every second count. When we are together so quickly. Though I still want to be with. How about me, without you. or how you, without me.
Not about love only, but also, when we are joking, laughing at our stupidity. Our fears. Our dreams.
Sand it until half. Getting closer to the base.
Getting closer to that day.
You're not my life. You're not my life. You're not my soul. But without you, there would be no rainbow in the sky. Without me, your sky will be dark like without star.
Not only I need you. but you also need me.
We complete. Although we are not interdependent.
It's getting a little sand. Who knows what will happen. Getting close to parting away.
Do not look at back. In front was a lot of hope. Do not glance aside. In front of a lot of dreams. We will meet again. In a beautiful garden. Many butterflies in my favorite yellow flowers. There is a rainbow that decorate our paradise. There is a peacock that should you chase.
And we will say how stupid we are....

Rabu, 08 April 2015

DISAPPOINTED

Little time you have
Give  for me
Please immediately came to me
Once this I beg you
I want to say something
make time ...

Empty upset and anger
A total of my mind

Hearts unrequited
By your love ...

I wanted to be angry, to vent, but I'm just alone here
I want to show to anyone who is
That my heart was disappointed ...

Wait a second here, like all day
Many times I saw watches
For the sake of killing time
I saw no sign of your presence

Increasingly make me sure
THAT YOU NOT COME


Minggu, 05 April 2015

Mak ... I love you ...


Mak ... !!!
In my chest full moon
Phosphorescent dancing
And I'm looking for you
Among my love and God
Turns Mak ...
Unto God willing to give ...
So what if I can not give you ...

Mak ... !!!
In my head the morning sun
When the petals blooming
Ask in marriage of a ray of light
And I'm looking for you
Among your beauty and God ....
Turns Mak ...
Unto God willing to give ...
So what if I can not give you ...

Mak ... !!!
In millions shoulder the burden
Crushing bones
Feeling crushed 
And I'm looking for you
Among the obligations and love
Turns Mak ...
Nothing you in my load
But I'm ashamed to cry ...
For I have become famous
How I had forgotten you Mak ...
And every time I ask for forgiveness ...
You always said "you never sinned to me"
Mak ... !!!
Am I still the beauty of life ...

Mak ... !!!
In my whole life is wealth
Serve the Lord abound
Fulfilling the perfection of the earth and the sky ...
And I'm looking for you
Among drunks
Turns Mak ...
You do not exist
Never once did pluck
you harvest me ...
How beautiful the way you avoid me
And you very politely refused my gift
And every time I ask you
Always do you say, "I was very happy to see you wallow"
Mak ... !!!
Am I still a wealth ...

Mak ... !!!
You never get any mine
Likewise, you do not expect I love you ...
I love Mak ...

DREAM

How wonderful if we couldGiving ribbon in a dream,  Then beautiful part could we move up the time awake from sleepKept well, until one dayCame a fairyStored properly, until the dream come trueAnd the tape is removedYou hugged meIs it because in the dream?You smiled at me and says love me,Is it because in the dream?If so, I want to be a princess to sleep ....If allowed to like you,I want to continue hereIf it is not enough to love,This heart will get usedWith pain, ...To be sure, part of that is seenMakes the heart warm


SNOW

Indonesia has a tropical climate, since I was little,
I have never seen snow.
Said my friend, if I still have to force want to see snow,
Should I open the refrigerator, take out the ice and the ice sublimate.
Silly suggestion, but better than my other friends advice.
He asked me to scatter cotton in front of a fan.
So I can feel the white and cold exposure.
I do not know, I want to see and touch the snow.
I imagine the snow is, small flakes, white, soft and cool.

Imagine walking by holding your hand, in your arms.
Very romantic. Only with you,
enjoy a glass of hot chocolate.
warm chocolate cupcake

Sharing bold blanket,
keep warm,
so beautiful ,,,

But not in Indonesia.
Indonesia has a tropical climate.

Angel without wings.


Angel without wings.
Come up with a form as perfect as you.
Understand what I need
Understand what I want
Saying "NO" if it bad
Said "THAT WRONG" if it wrong

Angel without wings
accompany when I feel alone
strengthen weak moment
repair when I became flakes

Angel without wings,
take me to fly
reach the most bright star

Angel without wings it was you
always makes me smile when I was sad
always makes me happy
always make me better

Angel without wings
I wonder what would happen, if without you

Jumat, 03 April 2015

SNOW ON THE SAHARA

when wanting a very difficult thing, then we will try very hard. But what if it is almost impossible? Do we have to keep trying or surrender?
If we let go, then we have to do is going to be useless. But if we keep trying, maybe we will be a little disappointed. So what can we do it again?
A little difficult (maybe), we must try as best we can. Like when we almost drowned, we are trying to reach the surface of the water. We stop trying to breath. Until your heart stops beating. But when all is over, we are no longer able to do anything, then pray and surrender is the last option.
I was not taught to rely on a miracle, however, we can not deny, that the miracle of God that is there.
however, if up to the last limit, the wonders it does not come, then we can only accept the fact.
God has made the plans of the most beautiful. Our plan will not be perfect when compared with God's plan.
Just like getting you. Very difficult. As alone in the middle of the desert is very hot, but expect snow to cool. It is very difficult, but it should be. Just waiting for the miracle to come, as SNOW ON THE SAHARA