Sabtu, 06 Juni 2015

BUT ALWAYS


I see you in a very crowded a crossroads. Yes you also see me. But you just furrowed brow. You are not convinced by what you see. Your eyes blink few times. To convince yourself. And I waved my hand, but you just looked over to the right and to the left, see who replied, waving my hand.
Hey, you have not really aware, this is me. I just smiled at you. Then I left the place I stand. I go back to the hotel room is rather good. Think about what you're thinking.

On the second day,
I stand in the same place. Waiting for you passing a very crowded a crossroads. With your beloved motorcycle. You use a striped blue shirt that I do not like it. Then you glanced at me again. And you do not believe your eyes. You still think that it is just imagination.
I'm still smiling, looking at you. I do not expect more than a smile on your lips.
But this time you are not alone. There's someone behind you. But that someone just looked straight ahead. I'm not surprised, that my smile do not fade.
This time you do not stop. You run until I can not see you anymore.

This is the third day,
I am waiting for you here. Standing in a crowded crossroads. Two hours I'm here, and you have not passed. Waiting while drinking Masala Chai. I heard it was a special drink here. Sweet enough, even if only very little sugar. You and I same, not really like sweet. 
Almost I was tired, and the glass is almost empty. You have not been seen. And I take a mineral water from the my backpack.
 
I asked myself, "Do you recognize me? Then you avoid me?" , But I'm very sure that, you're not people who like that. I still believe, you will soon embrace me when you realized I was near you. But why do not immediately appear, like yesterday? Where are you? What are you doing? With whom? Why so long? I was almost tired.
I just imagine you recognize me. Then smile and say that you really miss me.
Feeling alone amid the crowd. Look to the right and to the left, but do not you come . In the crowd of people are speak a language which is not I understand. Little boy running to follow his parents, laughing with his sister and his cousin. Not handsome, but sweet, looking smart and polite.

I've spent 30 minutes after 2 hours it. Why did not like yesterday.
But I have always believed, that magic exists. And the miracle came. 
I believe it. When you say that, you're always there when I need you. 
You whispered that sentence, my ears. The most beautiful melodies.
Why so long for you to realize that I'm here? 
Always late.
And as always, you always said "yeah,"
But as always, I smile silly.
And as always, again, we are back kidding. Until moonlight comes.
A beautiful day. Not today, but time, minutes and seconds are beautiful.
Ya, as always, you're like a rainbow.

BUT ALWAYS , its just in my dream

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