At Your Side

This morning I woke up. Very lazy to go to work. Rain has happened since a few days ago. Take my white phone. Checking sms or email from someone who always I wait.  But there is no news from someone I wait. Where are you, what are you doing......

I've spent my time thinking about you. Every morning wants to see you. Or at least simple word to say "good morning" as usual.

15 minutes I just looked at my smartphone. 

And SMS tone ringing.....

A series of not familiar numbers appear on the smartphone screen.

+62838880007xx

Cinta m in ur city

Oh my God....

This number.... +6283..... Is it she?

What can i do?

Me

Is it you, Yuna?

Only 2minutes i get her answer

"Who else?"

I am confused. How can? How can she? How ....

Ah, I forgot. She could always do crazy things. She is myshe.

As usual, need time for me to answer her.

"Where are u now?"

"5cm from ur face. Make it real"

Look.... She always say silly thing. Yes she is my she.

I have to go. Now.

It did not take long for me to prepare my self. Facing all possibilities craziest she would do.

5minutes with my favorite bike, and i can see her. Using red dress. My favorite color for her. O my God. She is really a vampire.

even after 5 years of not seeing her, I can recognize her. She has not changed.

"What r u doin Yuna?"

"What do u think? Looking for Akshay Kumar?"

"Silly"

"Stupid"

"Where you want to go?"

"McD"

"I said there is not McD here, before."

"Hehehe i forget"

Oh my Yuna. You are same. I want hug you right now. Do you know how i miss you Yuna.

"Where are you stay?"

"NTS Palace"

"Good"

"I want to see the peacock. You promised."

And of course I could not say no to her. Somehow, her eyes, looks very happy. What reason for happy as that?

Does she still keep all missed it. Where were you, my angel? Why are we so formal. I miss your laugh your silly and everything you were.

How stupid I am. I should start. I want to hug you. Touching your little baby face. Why am I afraid. Is it  because of guilt? Yes you right. It is only of my guilt.

I'm taking you to my place. On the Edge of the river had dried up. Maybe there will not be the peacock. Those shining eyes , looking find where there is a peacock. Silly, I dont know what thing in your head. You always believe everything i said.

I was not going to lie to you. But that does not mean you have to believe all me.

Minute by minute, hour has changed. You who prefer hot weather than the rain, still waiting. Cheeks flushed. I will not get bored with your face. Oh myshe.....

I know, you're afraid of getting fat. But your Mama had managed to make you fatter. It is better for you Yuna.

The sun has begun in the West. I want to take you eat on the roadside. But I'm afraid you do not like. Here is different with there.

We can eat at your place, I think.

"You used to never eat here. With your cousin."

"You remember it Yuna?"

"Everything, that why i stay here."

Oh myshe. What can i do on you.

You really make me crazy. You said you will back tomorrow. How your plan about Agra? I want take you there. I want you safe.

Why it becomes more difficult. I could not control my feelings. Why have you come so suddenly. Stop toying with my feelings. I'm not as strong as you think.

Oh myshe.....

You've success to make my head spin.

I hope you know, I want to say I miss you so much. I want to having you.  

This special place is always there for you. But, I can not. I'm too scared. I just tied promise you that I will never deny. You forced me to be a good person. And best.

Why did you make me promise?

 I could only think of your eyes. You are so jealous, you're very obsessive, you always believe me. 

I want to know what's in your head

"Hendra,what good Theatre here?"

"Want to watch?"

"Ya"

"You know, in my laptop so many movie there."

"Really?"

"How about Twilight?"

"Okey"
You're really a vampire. Even you watch vampire. Allow me hold your hand when Edward swear to Bella. Let me hug you when Edward and Bella spend time together. Watch your favorite movies. Let me look at your face. I will not be bored. 

I beg you, dont you stole again the rest of my heart. Only you do not know how weak of my soul.

I also want you more than you want me. I love you more than you love me. 

Oh my Yuna. You are my angel. Never leave my heart. Stay happy even without me. But trust me, you're always special in my life.